“Visit”

May 27, 2010 ♥Angel♥

I sat on a wooden bench outside a small “Sari-sari” store. I couldn’t believe my eyes. I was staring at his face. His hair was longer. His skin lightened. He gained weight. I miss him. In my mind I was wishing that we can have another chance to talk just like this. Just like we used to. He was serious throughout the conversation. I was calm. I asked him questions and he answered each of them. I kept thinking, I will tell his mom about this conversation. She’ll be happy to hear about it.

Then he was gone. Suddenly, pain and longing washed over me. I cried.

When I woke up, I was crying really hard, it made me wonder how I didn’t awaken my husband and my son. I miss him so much. The thing is, when I woke up, I can still everything that I saw in my dream but not what I said and what I heard.

How I wish I can dream about him again tonight. Jojo, I know you’re up there and we all miss you so much. Life will never be the same for us but I know that you’ll be waiting for us in the end. We love you.